Hitobito wa watashi ga kimyōdakara

Hitobito wa watashi ga kimyōdakara, watashi wa, wa i, tashika ni watashi wa jibun no iken o mitome, kimyōda to iu, watashi wa 2tsu no kotonaru iro no me o motte iru, chairo, hidari, migi no kuronagara watashi wa cacatatau sonoyōni umaretanode, sore ga subetede wanai. Shikashi, watashi no hidari ga watashi no monode wa arimasenga, watashi no ane, haru ni zokushimasu. Watashi wa kanojo no hidarime o shutoku suru hōhō made, watashi wa anata o oshiete agemashou. Watashitachiha, gōkana ie de, watashitachi no 3ttsu shika sunde ita. Watashi wa, watashitachi no ie no naka de haru to arubātomeido. Watashitachi no oya no zaisan no nokori no watashitachi no seikatsu wa, karera ga fukō ni mo 7-nen mae ni hikōki jiko de shibō shita. Watashi ga sunde iru tame ni watashinojinsei no naka de heijokyōfushō o kanjite iru toki ni watashi ga saisho ni miru koto ga dekinakatta, watashi wa mōmoku no umareta, haru wa watashi yori ōku no jukuren shita umarete iru, kare wa ​​ itsumo watashi o genkidzukeru, subete ga watashinojinsei ni kuraidesuga, demo, watashi wa shiranaido no yōna kao,-gao haru, To arubāto. Watashi wa shirimasendeshita mottomowarui wa nan kōryō chichi to haha, watashinojinsei wa hontōni zankokudesu. Kare wa watashi wa totemo kanashī mita toki" nē otōto wa, anata ga mōmokudatta kono-jikan wa, anata wa mada anata ga anata no negai ni naru mono o te ni ireru tsumorida itsu ka, anata o aisuru hitobito o motte iruga, anata ga ima motte iru nani ni hokori o motte" haru wa itta. Ashita gakkōniiku haru, haru no itsumo watashi o dōkō arubāto. Watashi wa gaibu no kūki o kanjiru yō ni shitai tsugunohi, itsumo watashi wa heijokyōfushō to ochikonde kanji saseru uchinonaka ni tojikome. To arubāto wa watashi ni kōen-nai no sansaku-ji o totta. Watashi ga mihon arubāto ni iki, kōen ni tōchaku suru to, nomu yō ni watashi ni itta. " Arubāto wa, watashi wa kōri no sore o suru koto ga dekiru baai, watashi wa, nomu ni wa mihon ga dekimasu ka? Watashi wa isshun no tame ni hitori ni naritainode, arubāto ni suruhku. " Guddo wakai masutā". Kare wa hanarete aruite arubāto wa nobete imasu. Watashi wa watashi no tonari ni suwatte iru josei o kiite ita sonogo mamonaku, sore wa kare ga gunamannya no otonode, kanashī yōdesu. " Naze anata wa kanashīdesu ka?". Watashi wa josei ni tazuneta. " Sate, mondai wa, jama ni naranai!" Kare no fukigen'na tōn o motsu*. Kono kureijīna ijiwaru no hito wa hontōni tada padahalkan ga kare o nagusameta watashi no ito o o kiki shitai, watashi wa izen shitsumon sa reta toki, totsuzen, watashi wa watashi no kotae de hazukashikatta, kotoba mo naku sugu ni chinmoku shite ita. Watashi mo watashi no kokoro ni bergunamdatta, naze nagaiai, arubāto, dono yō tsuneni watashi ga ienikaerundeshita. Shibaraku ato, kanojo wa paadaku no shitsumon o nage, jibun jishin o shōkai shite imasu. " Anata wa mōmokudesu ya e? Anata wa hitori de koko ni ya~tsu te? Sō sō watashi hime" kare no tōn ga henka konkai wa, sukoshi yawarakaku naru. " Un dakaranani? Watashi wa koko dakede wa nai ndakedo, watashi wa dare ka to koko ni iru yo. Watashi wa dante no aisatsu". Node, watashi wa kanojo ni itta. Haru mo watashi o hirou kuru tokoro, totsuzen harugakite,-ka ni watashi o tsurete, watashi wa gimon ni omoimashita? Sonogo doko arubāto? " Gomen, watashi wa watashi no otōto no ie o motte konakereba naranakatta nda". Hime ni sō sayonara haru. Watashi ga ie ni tsuita toki, watashi wa arubāto to yoba reruga, chinmoku wa da kotaede wanaidesuga, watashi wa masumasu seikaku ni kare ga doko ni aru nodarou ka. Haru wa mata, kare wa byōin de byōki no haha no sewa o suru tame ni furusato ni modotta to itte kuremashita. Haru wa, heya ni hikikoma remashita. Haru wa, katsute watashitachi no chichi ni zokushite ita roketto o ataeta. " Kore wa anata no tamedesu, otōsan kara no pendanto wa, mama wa watashi o atae, soshite anata no chichi wa, sore o ushinau koto naku, yoi sewa o shite ita". Sō haru ni yoru to. Arubāto wa jibun no furusato ni modotte irunode. Haru gakkō toki, watashi wa ie de itsumo hitorideatta. Watashi wa nani o subeki kadearu hitsuyō ga ari, do no yōna konran shi, mada watashi mo ni nani watashi? Mōmokuda ndakedo, watashi no shigoto no mainichi wa itsumo jibun to hikan-tekina rerumu ni tsubuyaite imasu. Yakunitatanai watashi wa, chichi to haha no isan to dai teitaku o eta. Watashi wa mōmokudakara. Sore wa sunappu toki, watashi wa naita. " Tadaima, anata wa nani o itta nodesu ka? Anata wa fumandesu ka? Hito ni yotte hakkō sa rerubeki kotoba wa nanidesu ka? Naite teishi! Anata mo, kono yōna, subete no kyōryokude wanaidenakereba narimasen.. ! ". Sō haru ga totsuzen batan to doa o ake, watashinoheya ni haitte kita to nobeta. " Haru? Naze anata wa gakkōde wa arimasen? " Watashi wa namida o nugui, tazuneta. Watashi wa memantaumu ga hoshikattanode, " watashi wa itotekini, gakkō ni ikanakatta. Dono yō ni anata no taido toki ni hitori de jitaku de". Sō haru wa itta. Soshite, watashi wa kare dake ga sore o itta toki ni damatte, watashi wa namida o tomeru koto ga dekimashita. Watashi wa haru watashi ni chikadzuite ashioto o kiita. Totsuzen, kare wa watashi no kata o kaisai shi, ittanode, watashi wa shokku o ukemashita. " Anata wa watashi no otōtoda, anata wa ko no subete ni chokumen shi, yori seijuku shinakereba naranai, anata no kawarini mitaidesu ka? Anata wa anata no mawari no sekai o mitai no wa arimasen ka anata wa wjahmu to anata no mawari no hitobitode wanai? Noko no tame no nan inginka, HAAA o mitaidesu ka? ". Haru ga ippai seii o motte i~tsu te sukoshi okotte nageta. Kare wa sore o itta nochi, Haru wa, heya ni nokosa reta. Kare wa watashi ga shiranakatta doko ni ikitai ka dō ka o shitei shimasu. Watashi wa haru ga sō itta toki mugondatta to iku. Watashi ga watashi ni tsuite inkita, watashi no moji wa haru yori mo seijuku shita koto ni natte imasu. Watashi wa jissai ni watashi wa kono kyōdai ya shimai o motte ita to omotta. Orokana shikō wa sono shunkan watashi no kokoro o kōsa sa seta. Haru wa, kare ga watashi wa chōdo kare ni shitagau tokoro, watashi o toritai ka dō ka, iku koto ni tsugunohi watashi ni tazuneta. Watashi wa torareru shitai watashi wa tazunetaga, kare wa damatte ita. Onegaishimasu wa i, watashi wa zutto damatte ita,-sha ga teishi shita to watashi wa doko ka de haru o hikiita nochi, watashi wa onajimi no, kono yōna yakuzai to shite, sore wa watashi ga byōin ni itaga hanmei shita no nioi o kagu. Watashi wa teishi shi, watashi no te ga haru ni yotte ken'in sa rete hippatta. " Naze anata wa watashi o byōin ni kakarimashita," watashi wa haru ni tazuneta. Shikashi, kare wa damatte ita. Watashi wa mushiro kibishī kuchō de kare ni onaji shitsumon o kurikaesu. Watashi wa, watashi wa sukoshi warai no hakkō o kiita riyū ga wakaranai. " Mochiron, anata no yume ga nandearu ka rikai suru ni wa, kawarini mitaidesu ka? Haru wa isha o miru tame ni watashi no te o hippatte, itta. " Anata wa junbi ga dekite imasu ka? Sore ga okoru ka, nani o miru nani o don'nani manifesuto anata no yume o suru toki ga kita, to atode shiawase ni naru. Anata ga miru koto ga dekireba, kore made"-go de sore o kōkai shite inai. Watashi ga dōsa o kaishi suru mae ni, haru wa kotoba. Kare wa sore o itta watashi wa nazedarou ka. Jissai ni nani ga okotte iru. Ni sōgyō o kaishi shimashita... 4-Jikan-go, watashi wa watashi no me wa tojita mama jitsugen shimashita. Ishi ga shujutsu-go ni ittanode, watashi no me wa hontōni kanzen ni shujutsu kara kaifuku suru tame ni wa, 1-shūkan-go ni shita nochi ni aka reru. Konshū wa watashi no me ga aka rete inakereba narimasen, de ittekimashita ga, soredemo yaya aimai· bakuzento, yaya futōmeidearu. Sore wa amarini mo nagai hōtai ni yotte neji to ochikonde itanode, tabun sore wa atta. " Watashi no gankai kore no nani ga mondai ni natte," watashi wa odoroki to shokku de tazuneta. " Naze sore ga anata no me no yōdesu." Sekinin ishi Hidarime wa, sono sōsa de, sumūzu ni jikkō suru koto ga dekinakatta no ka, miru koto suru koto ga dekiru riyū dake watashi wa odoroite imasu. Watashi wa konran shite isha ni fushigi ni omottaga, shinjitsu wa nanidesu ka. Anata no hidarime dake de dare ga dekinai mite naze" anata ga odoroka reru kotodeshou ka? " Shizen ni jissai no sōsa ga gen'in de kabushiki no kifu utsurona me, soshite kare no me o kifu suru koto o itowanai donā ni enki sa remashitaga, yuiitsu no kare no hidarime. Sore wa watashiniha isha no setsumeida. " Sore o kifu gankai o nokoshi dare," watashi wa futatabi ishi ni tazuneta. Shibaraku-go ni dansei ga tōjō shi, kare wa kare no me o kifu shita to iwa reru made, tada damatte ishi wa, kotae rarenaideshou. Shikashi, soreha watashiniha onajimi no oto wa narimasen. Watashi wa kare ni kiite mimashita. Hitori nokosa reta yuiitsu no baai wa, anata no me o kifu shitanode, " yoroshikuonegaishimasu. Shikashi, anatahadaredesu ka? " Watashi wa kare ni tazuneta. " Hhehehh... Mo, anata wa anata no kyōdai o ninshiki shinai? Anata wa sudeni miru koto ga dekimasuga. Watashi wa haru! " Kanojo wa chīsana warai mengiringii-go de itta. Watashi wa, soreha donā ga harudearu koto ga hanmei shita koto ni odorokimashita. Kare wa watashinoyume o jitsugen suru tame ni gisei no tame no kare no hidarime o ushinatte yorokon dedatta. Watashi wa, ichido ni fure, yorokobi de naita. Watashitachiha issho ni aruku kōen de jiken no ato, haru ni wa, watashi no mawari no kankyō o mite watashi ni dōkō. Ichido hen'na miemasu. Kare ga watashi no kata o mui to shite haru wa waratta. " Anata wa watashi o mita toki ni naze anata wa waraimashita," watashi wa fukai tazuneta. " Ō iya, kotonaru iro no ryōhō no me de anata o mite iru dakede omoshiroi". Haru wa sukoshi warainagara itta. " Anata wa tadashī un, migi no wa watashi ga kurodearu ma anata ga, chairo de nokotte iru". Watashi no henjidatta. Haru wa shiawasena taizai to meskipin wa watashi de kare no hidarime o kizō uttaeta koto wa arimasen. Kare wa mi ni tsuke rarete" Chousokabe moto oya" disengoku basara animekyarakutā to shite gantai de ōwa rete ita. Namu wa, watashi wa sore ga kare no kao ni fitto suru yō ni, kare wa mata, kabā o shiyō shite suisoku kanari kūrudesu. Watashitachiha, shinsen'na kūki o sagashi ni kōen no man'naka de teishi shi, kare wa yori hiroku hanashi o shita. Watashi wa arubāto, kare wa fujin arubāto no itami kara, koko ni modotte konakatta nagai jikan no kao o mitai haru ni katatta. Arubāto wa mata,-me no kifu o shitte imasendeshita. Watashi wa kanojo ga kono kifu o shitta toki, kanojo ga dono yō ni han'nō suru ka mite mitakatta. Tashika ni kare wa shokku o uketadarou. Jikan wa gogo osokudatta, to wareware wa mada, kōen no man'naka ni suwatte ita. Josei wa, watashitachi ni kite, watashitachi o mukaeta. " Dante... O genkidesu KA? (Genkidesu) ohisashiburidesu ne (anata o miru jikan ga nai nagai)". Kare wa te o futte, sakenda Kimyōna watashi wa kanojo ga watashi o mukae naze kanojo wa, atta ka wakaranai. " Anata wa kare no koe o oboete inai nodesu ka? Kanojo wa anata ga nomimono o mitsukete niwa ya arubāto ni deru toki, " anata ni hanashi o suru jikan o motte ita koto o hime. Haru ni wa egao de itta. Hime wa, kare ga hanmei, kare wa mada sore o oboete, kare wa watashi ga kore made omotta hodo warukunai uchi ni, watashi wa watashi no ijinowarui josei ga hajimete gimon ni ichido to omotte mo minakatta, sore ga tentō shimasu. Kanojo wa utsukushiku, yūgadearu. Kare ga mengahmpiri watashi to haru o jikkō shimashita. " Anata wa kyō no gogo no yō ni, kokode wa nandesuka?" Ai-ya o arau? Anata no ani dante enai riyū anata no me de? " Kare wa haru ni hijō ni kotonaru da o mite odoroita to nobeta. " Watashi wa, anata ga shitte iru yō ni narudarou setsumei suru hitsuyō wa arimasen. Anata wa watashi no haru" o yobidasu koto ga dekimasu. Haru wa itta Hime wa, watashitachi futari wa watashitachi ni totte hijō ni kotonatte iru nodarou ka iya, hoka ni nanika hime wa watashi no tonari no iro no chigai ga wakarimasen. Shikashi, kare wa ikutsu ka no riyū de, hime to omowa reru irai suru daitande wanai, damatte ita. " Watashi wa nomimono o tori ni iku yō ni shitai". Watashi wa itta, kare wa tatte susumide. " Dante, shikashi watashi wa mihon". Hime wa watashi ni itta Shikashi, watashi wa haruki ga sonoyōni itta toki dake waratta. Migigawa to hime ni watashi mo tada, naze hime segitunya made ni atta. " Hime ga wazawaza nodesu." Hime ni haru saīdo " Nani? (Nani ga? ). Anata no otōto wa, " watashi ga kare o tasukete nani ga machigatte iru, sore o miru koto ga dekinai. Haruki wa, izen no kotoba ni kotaeta. " Iejima (mu), hime ki NI shinai de (de wa nai no ka hime). Yuiitsu no hidarime wa, " haru o ataeru koto ga, watashi wa sudeni, kyō miru koto ga dekimasu. Watashi wa chīsana egao o tomona~tsu hime ni katatta. Hime wa, motto izen no watashi no kotoba o kiite shokku o uke konran shite mieta. Watashi ni nomimono o kau tame ni hajimeta hime ga shūryō shite inai, kare wa futatabi suwatta. Watashi wa kōen no izakaya· ejji de dorinku o kōnyū suru koto o hanarete jinin shita. Kare ga nomimono o katte kara watashi o eta toki, watashi wa haru to hime tōku o bebincang sanshō shite kudasai. To watashi wa hime wa sudeni nani ga okotta no ka shitte iru to omou node, watashi wa hime ni naga perliu de sore o setsumei suru koto wa dekimasen. " Anata wa sudeni nan kyūmei bōto, hime o shiranai?" Watashi wa tazuneta to haru ni hime hime to dorinku o tewatashita. " Wa i, watashi wa shitte iru, haru ni wa, watashi ni itta to iu kotodeshita watashi wa anata no me, hidari to migi no iro to nanika kimyōna mono ga kotonatte ita sanshō ni ataisuru". Hime wa egao de itta. Watashi wa ayamatte haru ga kare o pertanyaakanbekide wa nai watashi ni shitsumon o nageta. Haru wa nantoka gen'in kanojo no shitsumon suru ka dō ka, hijō ni ikatteiru ni mieru, matawa ta kaarena nan demo. " Haru wa, watashi wa anata ni nanika o onegai shitai to omoimasu." Kare wa hime to jōdan o itte ita toki, watashi wa haru ni tazuneta. " Nani o shitsumon?" Haru ōtō. " Naze anata wa yuiitsu pengelihatanku no tame ni hidarime o ushinatte mo kamawanai to omotte iru?, Anata ga ki ni shinai ka? Node, watashi wa nani o monkuwoiu to, watashi wa yami no sekai o motte irunode, nakanaide? " Node, watashi wa haru ni tazuneta. Haru wa totsuzen hime to egao to jōdan o teishi shi, tachiagatta. Kare no kao ni wa, shisha no kao no yō ni, muhyōjō ni na~tsu " Bbbuuukkkhh...". Haru wa totsuzen isshōkenmei watashi no kao o utta. Kare wa hontōni watashi wa, izen no kare ni nageta shitsumon ga okotte ita. Haru ga watashi o osotta nochi, kare wa furikaeri, wādo hime I to hakai jikan sezu ni nokoshimashita. Kyō no yūgata, watashitachiha-ka ni kaette, watashi wa niwa no mon no mae ni hime ni wakare o itta. Wareware wa sorezore no ie ni kaettekita. Haru wa sotsugyō shiken suru tame, kare wa mettani, basu sen'yō shasen de shukkō shinai, sōki ni tsugunohi no mama ni. Tsūjō kare wa mata noru berangakat. Watashi wa mata, jiken ni tsuite no kanojo ni shazai suru tame ni kōen de kinō no gogo ga arimasendeshitaga, kanojo wa watashitoisshoni gakkō no basu sen'yō shasen no ikari o berangakat koto ga deki, watashi wa, haru de yūzai to kanjite ita. Gara ni mo naku, padahalkan kare wa mitsudan - dempetannode, basu ni notte kira~tsu. Haru gakkō o matte iru ma, watashi wa sō, kōen de sanpo o toru koto ni shimashita. Gozen nakaniha hontōni sutekina fun'iki wa, kūki ga kūruda to watashi wa torigatobu to seika-tai no yō ni utau, tān no uta o toru sanshō shite kudasai. Shikashi, soreha-on hpku ni yotte chūdan sa reta, watashi wa kōru o pikkuappu. Nyūsu wa hontōni watashi ga muryoku kikoeru kikoeru. " Haru no jiko wa, ōdan shiyou to shita toki, kare wa kuruma ni hane rareta, haru wa hijō ni shukketsu shite ita, to kare no jinsei wa sukuwa reta". Watashi wa yūjin no haru kara uketotta denwa. " Kare wa ima doko ni iru?" Watashi wa hisshi ni tazuneta. " Byōin, reianshitsu, 5-kai de haru." Kanojo wa sonogo, kare wa telfonnya o shatto nobeta. Watashi wa kare no karada o mite byōin ni hashitta. Watashi wa soko ni atta, zentai no yoru wa haru no karada no ue ni naki. Genjiten de watashi wa shiawasena haru mo eien ni watashi o nokoshite kanjiru riyū. Arubāto-ka Haru ga maisō sa reta toki ni, kare wa mata haru ga hitto de shibō kiite jikkō suru yō ni shokku o ukemashita. Maiban watashi wa itsumo kare ga kare no soba ni tsunenida to iu haru ni inoru. Nyūsu o kiita hime wa kanashikatta. To watashi wa fudōsan no chichi to haha de ikinokoru koto ga dekinakatta, bijinesu o kaishi suru tame ni hokkaidō e idō suru koto o kimeta. Arubāto wa, kare no kazoku to issho ni soko ni sunde inagara, watashinochichitohaha no isan no saigo no ie wa Kanagawa watashi ni itta, mondai wa, watashi wa sore o subete o futan seimei o yōshita. Hime to kare wa Tōkyō no studynya o tsudzukeru koto o eranda. 10-Nen ga keika...