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Karera wa otagai o aishite itaga, Jeshika wa saisho kara Jon e no ai no subete no kanjō o kabā suru tame ni.. Kare wa Jon no tame ni this. Butte inai tame ni kanojonokoibito to shite kare o nokoshita nochi, Jon no koibitonode Jon wa kanojo ga kare o aishite dono kurai shitte ita toki ni kowakatta.. Kare wa itsumo seijitsu katsu totemo ōpunjeshika no kimochi no tame ni kare no ai o hyōmei shita. Sore ga Jeshika to Jon no owaridatta ka no yō ni Jeshika to, Jon wa itsumo, kare no idaina ai o mise tabi. Jeshika wa itsumo Jon ni fukaidearu. Tabi ni, kare wa tsuneni kare ni taishite Jon o aisuru ka donogurai o tesuto shite mimashita. Jeshika wa tsuneni sono tondemonaito Jon no kyōkai o koeta koto o shiyou to shimasu. Ga, Jeshika wa sore ga hontōni machigatte ita hōhō o shitteita ga, dono kurai no ai to kekkon shita otoko no seii mite jeshikasutikku o tsukuri, kanojo ni ryōhō chūjitsu Jon no taido o mite kudasai. Karera no kekkonshiki no saisho no hi. Jeshika wa osoku megasameta. Kare wa, Jon wa shigoto ni shuppatsu shiyou to shite ita Jon no tame ni chōshoku o junbi suru jikan ga arimasendeshita. Shikashi, Jon wa mada, egao to iu " Sore wa daijōbudesu.. Watashi wa ofisu de chōshoku o motte iru yo.." Jon wa ofisu kara ie ni kaette kita toki, Jeshika wa gūzen Jon ga suki de sa rete inai shokuhin o chōri. Sore ni kidzuita ga, Jeshika wa mada kanojo no otto wa sore o tabetai to shuchō. Jon wa egao to uwa ̄ " to i~tsu te tsudzuketa.. Watashi wa kadai ni taisho suru koto o manabu tame no jikan no yō ni miemasuga, ōkina chōsen o chōri suru yō ni, shin'ainaru.. Watashi wa sore o taberu no o matsu koto wa dekimasen. " Jeshika wa shokku o ukemashitaga, nani mo iwanakatta. Shikashi Enjeru wa jeshikajon ga inotte iru ma, " omo yo, yoru neru ikura shitte.... Watashitachi no kekkonshiki no saisho no asa ni Jeshika wa watashi no chōshoku tsukuranakatta. Otto to tsuma to shite no atarashī jinsei no saisho no hi ni, kono Ni~Tsu wa dono yō ni sutekina hanashi o shinagara watashi wa kare to issho ni yūshoku no tēburu de kaiwa o tsudzukeru shitakatta.. Shikashi, soreha,-shin daijōbudesu.. Kare wa ashita watashitoisshoni atarashī hi ni chokumen suru no ni jūbun'na enerugī.. Omo o motte iru kamo shirenainode, soreha saigo no yoru watashitachi no kekkon hirōen no nochi ni tsukarehateta Jeshika, watashi no koibito no herupu,-shin no yō ni mieru node, shōka ga amari yokunainode, watashi wa supagetti o taberu koto ga dekinai dono kurai shitte imasu.. Shikashi, soreha Jeshika wa, sonotame no shokuryō o chōri suru tame ni doryoku shite kimashita.. Watashi wa watashi no tsuma ga watashi ni itte nani o don'na Mampukan ni kanshadaga,-nushi wa.. Sore wa watashi ni totte wa fukaidatta nimokakawarazu, watashi wa kanojo no kimochi o kizutsukete wa ikenai.. " Karera no kekkon no ni-nen, Jon wa issho ni inoru yō ni sōki ni Jeshika megasameta. Shikashi, Jeshika wa kyohi shi, kare no suimin o keizoku suru koto ga konomashī. Jon wa hohoende, tsuini hitori de ino~tsu te. Shigoto no nochi no gogo, Jon wa Jeshika no kōen ni sanpo shimashita.. Mata, Jon to dōyō ni saisho no kanjōnode hana no basho ni kyōsei, Jeshika yōyaku yorokondemasuga.. Shikashi, Jeshika wa Jon o ukeireru koto o kyohi shita, to Jon, nō" to itta.. Watashi wa hazukashī.. " Jon wa hohoende itta," wa i, watashi wa rikai shite.. " Jeshika wa Jon no me ni wa shitsubō shimashitaga, shitsubō o fusshoku suru tame ni nani mo shinakatta.. Shikashi Enjeru wa Jeshika no goya wa nemuri ni ochita, Jon wa kare no inori o teikyō suru hōhō o shitte iru.. "-Shin.. Kesa anata ni chikaku naru tame ni watashi no tsuma o motte kuru koto ga dekinakatta watashi o yurushite. Osoraku, kare no kokoro wa omoi sukunai suimindearunode.. Shikashi, watashi wa kakushin shite iru,-shin no yorokonde ashita Jeshika wa, issho ni anata to kaiwa.. Jeshika kurangkul ga kyō kōenba hai iu toki omo yo, anata mo watashi no kanashimi o shitte iru. Shikashi, soreha, soreha mata, yori binkan'na kimochi ni natte kitanode, kare wa osoraku, de kite daijōbudesu. Watashi wa watashi no tsuma,-shin o miru tame no kibun o Mampukan. " Karera no kekkon no san-nen-me. Karera wa ima, māku to iu musuko ga iru. Jeshika wa, futatabi nerumae ni Jon to dokusho no shūkan o keizoku suru koto wa arimasen. Jeshika wa, yori hinpan ni Jon ni kisu o suru koto o kyohi shita. Jon wa Jon ga shigoto kara kaette kita toki ni māku o hoji shite iru toki ni te o arau koto o wasuretai toki Jeshika wa kenzen ni sonohi no gogo, Jon o shikaritsuke.. Jeshika wa, sore ga Jon no hitto o tsukutta hōhō o shitteita.. Shikashi, māku o kyōiku suru risō shugi wa, Jeshika wa Jon no kimochi o mushi shite tsukuru.. To Jon wa, mada wara~tsu te.. Shikashi Enjeru wa Jeshika no goya wa nemuri ni ochita, Jon wa kare no inori o teikyō suru hōhō o shitte iru.. " Omo yo, anata wa, kyō dono yō ni kanashī watashi no kokoro o shitte iru.. Māku no tanjō irai, watashi wa Jeshika ni son'nani jikan o ushinatta.. Watashi wa nerumae ni issho ni yonde jikan o nogasu to, kanojo wa nemuri ni ochita mae ni kanojo ni kisu.. Shikashi, sore wa daijōbuda.. Watashi wa ofisu de hataraite ita toki, kare wa sonohi māku no sewa no tame, tsukarete ita.. Yuiitsu, kare ga omo yo, watashi no ude no naka de nemuri ni tsudzukete mimashou.... Watashi wa son'nani kare o aishiteirukara. Watashi wa māku,-shin o hoji shite iru ma ni watashi no te o arau no o wasuretanode, Jeshika kyō no gogo wa watashi o shikatta.. Watashi wa yōkyū sa reta watashi no tsuma to shite no watashi no musuko no yō ni fuchūina kōi o minogasu.. Anata wa, watashi wa Jeshika no kotoba o kizutsukeru dorehodo kami o shiru.. Shikashi, sore wa daijōbudesu.. Watashi ga chokusetsu kanojo ni hakoba Toki Jeshika wa osoraku chōdo kodomo-tachi no kenkō māku shinpai.. Kenkō māku wa watashi no hokori yori mo jūyōdearu. " Karera no kekkon 4-nen-me. Jeshika wa kare no tanjōbi ni Jon o chōri suru tame ni sukinatabemono o oboeteinai.. Jeshika wa totemo chokorēto furikakeru to sorezore tanjōbi no ue ni cherī ga tōchaku suruto Jon wa tsuneni burakkuforesuto o motometa koto o wasurete isogashiku kaimonodatta. Jeshika wa mata, Jon wa jibun no shatsu o airon o kakete itanode, sonohi no asa shigoto ni jonjon ga osoi gen'in shatsu o airon wasureru.. Jeshika wa kare no machigai o shitteita ga, jūyōna mono to shite, sore o kōryo shite inai. Shikashi Enjeru wa Jeshika no goya wa nemuri ni ochita, Jon wa kare no inori o teikyō suru hōhō o shitte iru.. "-Shin wa, hajimete Jeshika wa burakkuforesuto, kono de watashi no sukina ​​ watashi no tanjōbi o wasurete i~tsu.. To watashi wa hontōni jikasei kēki ga sukidatta. Jikasei kēki wa ryōri ga jōzu no yō ni mie, tsuma no tame ni watashi wa kansha shimashita o tanoshimi kudasai burakkuforesuto, soshite watashi no tame no kare no ai o kanji.. Shikashi, kotoshi, watashi wa sore o mitsukeru koto ga dekimasendeshita. Shikashi, sore wa daijōbuda.. Osoraku takusan no burakkuforesuto yori mo haruka ni jūyōna ōku no ta no mono. Sukunakutomo, watashi wa ima demo kare kara Emi ​​-gao to kisu o shutoku shimasu. Watashi wa Jeshika de egao o wasureta toki ni kesa, omo yo watashi o yurushi.. Watashi wa jibun no shatsu o airon amarini isogashikattashi, ofisu de shigoto o kangae.. Jeshika wa, watashi ga kanojo no saigo no yoru ni tasuke o motometa ni mo kakawarazu, sore o okonau koto o wasurete iru yōdatta. Watashi no jōshi wa shikarunode, watashi wa jibun no kanjō o hassan sa sete wa ikenai Jeshika kyō chikoku,-shin.. No tame ni Jeshika wa, watashi ga kyō kirubeki shatsu o airon gokai sa reru kamo shiremasen.. Kekkyoku, kutsu wa totemo kōtaku ga ari.. Watashi wa Jeshika ga omoshirokatta watashi no purezentēshon o mite, watashi no tame ni doryoku shite iru to kakushin shite imasu.. Yoi tsuma,-nushi no tame ni arigatōgozaimasu. " Karera no kekkon no go-nenkan. Jeshika wa hirateuchi, karera ga oyoi deta nochi, byōki no tame ni Jon· Maruko no sei.. Sono māku wa, māku o motarashi reisui pūru no hōhō wa hijō ni binkan de ninshiki shite inakattanode, Jon wa nyūin shinakereba naranakatta māku de asonde amarini mo isogashīdesu.... Nani mo māku ga okottara Jeshika wa Jon o nokoshite odoshi.. Jeshika wa Jon no me ni namida no mizutamari o mitaga, jonmasutā yori kare no gankona kanji yoi. Shikashi enjerujon ga sonogo byōin raihaidō ni iki, namida to kare no inori o inotte ita dono kurai no jikan o shitte iru.. "-Shin.. Kare wa byōkidesunode, Jeshika ga gen'in kashitsu gādomāku no watashi o hirateuchi shite ita.. Jeshika wa watashi ni totemo shitsureina koto shinai to itta, omodeshita.. Shikashi, sore wa daijōbuda.. Kare wa gyōgi-yō Jeshika wa hontōni watashitachi no musuko o shinpai shite ita.. Kare wa watashi o nokoshitai to itta toki shikashi,-shin, watashi wa totemo kizutsuita. Anata wa, kare ga watashi no tamashī no hanryodearu hōhō o shitte imasu. , Sore ga okoru kami ni sa sete wa ikenai.. Osoraku, kare wa katsute watashi ni sore o shihai shite iru osore.. Sore wa,-shin daijōbudesu.. Dō itashimashite. Tōsho, kare wa nokori no bubun o mitsukeru, watashi wa ichido kansha surudeshou.. Soshite, watashitachi no musuko, kare wa yōki ni modotte, futatabi watashitachi to issho ni asobubekidearu koto o māku,-nushi o iyasu.. " Karera no kekkon 6-nen-me. Rebekka no sonzai-go no Jon to masumasu tōku Jeshika, karera no musume.. Jeshika wa futatabi wazuka 5kagetsu ni natte jibun no musume o tamotsu tame, Jon no dinā ni dōkō suru koto wa arimasen.. Jeshika wa mata, Jon o ataeru daiyamondo no nekkuresu o hanbai shi,-betsu no atarashī hōseki to kōkan shite kudasai. Jon ga hanmei suru to, Jeshika wa kare no kishō o tamotsu tame ni Jon o shitteita ga, Jeshika wa Jon, soreha tada no daiyamondo no nekkuresudesu", to shuchō shita. Tonikaku, watashi wa sore o hanbai suruga, atarashī hōseki to kōkan shite inai yo.. " Shikashi Enjeru wa Jeshika no goya wa nemuri ni ochita, Jon wa kare no inori o teikyō suru hōhō o shitte iru.. "-Shin wa, watashi wa watashitoisshoni Jeshikazu ni hitori de yūshoku o sukippu node sabishī.. Watashi wa yūshoku no tēburu de kare to hanashi o shite warai tsudzuketai.. Anata ga shitte iru, soreha ofisu de hādona tsuitachi no nochi ni kepenatanku no tame no watashi no nagusame ofuda.. Shikashi, soreha mondaide wa arimasen Nani.. Rebekka wa tashika ni watashi yori ōku no chūi ga hitsuyōdesu. Mata, māku wa tokidoki watashi ni dōkōdeshou.. Chōdo watashi no gifuto no nekkuresu o hanbai suru tame, watashi wa Jeshika ni kizutsukeru maisō sete wa ikenai. . Anata wa, watashi wa chōdo watashi no kodomo-tachi no tsuma ya haha to shite no chūsei kokoro to, kare e no kenshin no tame no watashi no kanshanokimochi o shōmei suru tame ni, amarini mo nagaiai, saidai no hozon to kare ni nekkuresu o teiji suru tame ni yobun'na mairu o iku nda shitte iru. Watashi wa kare ni okotte ita to kangaetainara, watashi o yurushite. Karera no kekkon no" nana-nen.. Jeshika wa kanojo no otto Jon no atama o naderu kare no kuse ni mimiwokatamukeru to Jon ga ofisu o deru mae ni kanojo no gaku ni kisu o shimasendeshita.. Jeshika wa shitte imasuga, subete no ko no jikan wa, kare ga sore o okonau no o wasureta toki, Jon wa itsumo kanojo no tame ni karera no aibu to kisujeshika o shutoku shi, nitchū wa ie ni modotta. Sore wa kare ga okonatte inai baai, Jon wa shigoto o shizukani suru koto wanainode.. Jeshika Jeshika wa kekkon no 7-nen-buri ni watashi wa anata o aishite iimasendeshita.. Ofisu ni ikushinagara, sono 7-nen ni, Jon wa, jiko ga atta.. Kare wa byōin no beddo ni yokotawatte ita muishiki ni naru jūdo no shukketsu ni kurushinda.. Jeshika wa totemo shokku o uke kōhai shite ita.. Kare wa Jon, saiai no otto o ushinau node, osorete ita. . Kanojo wa hitsuyō ga aru toki ni soko ni tsuneni aru. Tsuneni subete no kanjō ya ikari o hoji egao de. Dare ga Jon wa kanojo o aishite dono kurai i~tsu te teishi shita koto ga nai. . Sukunakutomo Jeshika wa Jon no beddo no soba kara idō shite inai.. Kanojo no te wa muishiki ga yowai uso otto no yubi o nigirishime.. Kare wa, korera no hi sono furēzu o itte inakatta koto o omoidashitanode, kare no kuchibiru wa, watashi wa anata o aishite i~tsu te tsudzuketa. Sore wa totemo kanashī to Jon o matte iru no tsukarete irunode, Jeshika wa kare no suiminde wa... Nemuri ni ochita, inori o kami wa Jeshika ni Jon o motte kiita tenshi wa jonmisu maiban Jeshika no tame ni inoru koto o mita.. Kare wa kare ni Jon no idaina sono seijitsu-sa to ai o mite kanashī nai.. Saiteide wanai Jon wa, kare ga kono Jon no ma no kanjō ya jisonshin o ki ni shimasendeshita subete no hōhō no tame ni kare o hinan shita. Sonokawarini, Jon wa kawarini jibun jishin o hinan shita. Jeshika wa kare no kimochi ga fukuma rete naita. Soshite, kanojo no jinsei de hajimete, Jeshika" wa, omoni inotte, watashi o yurushite Kore wa, watashitoisshoni watashi no otto o aishi mudata. Kono toki no kanjō ya jisonshin o rikai shite inai watashi o yurushite. Watashi no otto wa,-shin no tame no watashi no ai o shimesu kikai o ataeru.. Watashi ni shazai shi, watashi no saiai no otto to shite hōshi suru kikai o atae.. " To Jeshika wa megasameta toki, kare wa kanojo no otto no hareyakana ai ga kanojo o mita mita.. " Anata nē, tsukare kaso.. Watashi wa jōkyō ga kono yō ni naru to, anata ga shinpai suru hitsuyō ga arimasunode, sore wa shinchō untende wa nakatta gomen'nasai.. Watashi wa watashi ni anata o aishite iru to iu no o wasurete iru koto o kangaete unten suru toki, watashi wa shūchū suru koto ga dekimasen. Jon ga hanashi owatte inai, Jeshika wa sonogo sakenda to kanojo no otto no ude no naka ni totsunyū.. " Watashi wa, mōshiwakearimasenga jonda.. Gomen'nasai.. Watashi wa anata o aishite.. Watashi wa hontōni anata o aishite.. Anata wa watashi no taiyō, jonda.. Watashi wa anata nashide wa ikinokoru koto ga dekimasen.. Watashi wa watashi wa watashi wa anata o aisuru ka donogurai iu futatabi kesshite wasuremasen yakusoku shimasu. . Watashi wa anata no jisonshin yori ōku no watashi wa anata no kimochi o mushi suru koto wa kesshite arimasen yakusoku.. Watashi wa Jon, anata o aishite.. Watashi wa anata o aishiteimasu. "

 


 

 

 
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